Putting up the Christmas tree at
my house is a very special event. I
relish the ritual of hanging the ornaments I’ve collected over the
years. Each one holds a memory: the shiny silver bell engraved with our
wedding date; the brightly painted teddy bear with the year of my
daughter’s birth painted on his hat; the skiing Santa I bought on our
first ski trip. As I lift each treasure carefully out of the box where
it has lain hidden from view all year, a precious memory emerges from
deep within my heart and finds a place on my tree.
I imagine stories are like those
ornaments, each one a treasure
nestled within the heart of a writer, waiting to be brought out and
displayed. Perhaps that’s how we first recognize that we are writers:
fictitious people walk and talk and breathe within us, and we burn with
the desire to show them to others. A story unfolds with startling
clarity in our minds, and we know—just know—that we
won’t have a moment’s peace until we’ve set it down on paper and shared
it.
That burning desire is exactly
what enables us to tell a story that
stirs the imaginations of others. It is our passion for the story and
the characters that causes us to spend hours striving for the precise
word or the perfect phrase to relay the vivid images in our heads. For
some, the stories conceived in our hearts burst from us full-grown;
others hold a story inside, nurturing it in the deep places until it
ripens into the thing of beauty we’ve envisioned.
Many years ago, a story bloomed
in my heart. It was full of
adventure and love, and infused with hope—truly, a thing of beauty. I
wrote the first draft feverishly, the words pouring onto the page as
the plot unfolded in my mind. The characters were so real, their
struggles painful and vivid. I studied the craft, intent on telling my
tale with artistry. With each new skill I learned, I revised and
polished until the story sparkled. If ever a story was born from the
heart, it was that one.
Unfortunately,
I couldn’t find an editor who shared my passion. Whether due to my lack
of skill or the uncertainties of the market for that genre, the story
of my heart was rejected over and over. I mourned. I raged. I cried out
to God, “Why did You give me this story if You don’t intend me to
tell it?” After my rage died, I revised and polished the
manuscript again. Finally,
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when there was not a
single word that hadn’t been scrubbed
until it shone, I gave up. After all, if there was no place for the
story of my heart in the publishing world, maybe there was no place for
me there, either.
That’s when I heard God’s
whisper: Do you think I have only one story to give?
A few days later, a character
waltzed into my mind and began telling
me about her life. She became real to me, as real as the characters in
my first story. I discovered that there was room in my heart for her,
too. In fact, this new tale took on a glimmer and shine all its own. I
employed the skills I’d honed on my first, and eventually God placed a
published book in my hands.
And then He said: I
have more stories to give you.
Can you imagine anything sadder
than a Christmas tree with only a
single ornament? Or a life with only a single precious memory? Or a
heart with only a single story?
I am convinced that good stories
are born in the heart of God, a
heart immense and overflowing with creativity. He carefully selects an
author for each one and bestows a precious gift—straight from His heart
to ours. We write it and polish it, and when the story has become as
beautiful as we can make it, we must hang it on the tree and reach into
the box for another treasure.
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