Some
days writing is the last thing I want to do. Whenever I’m in the mood
to reorganize a closet or refold my husband’s T-shirts, I take it as a
sign I’m supposed to be writing. Pretty crazy to avoid my passion, huh?
Not that I don’t get great ideas and conjure up unusual words and
sentences while executing the mundane, but I admit I delay writing,
sometimes until the night before my critique group gathers. Or that
very morning.
I recall nudging my sons to
finish their homework right after school instead of waiting until
bedtime. Then why do I procrastinate? Because the laundry needs my
attention and I have fifty-three unanswered e-mails. I remind myself
that if I wish to be a writer, I must write. And that doesn’t mean I
should call or e-mail a friend to bounce my ideas off them for moral
support. Dorothea Brande, in one of my favorite books Becoming
a Writer, 1934, discourages authors from verbally telling
their stories, because talking about it deflates their punch. She urges
her readers to write!
To entice myself, I created a
morning ritual, making the climb out of bed less painful. First, I brew
dark roasted coffee and lace it with heavy whipping cream, then wander
into the living room. I turn on our gas fireplace and a string of
sparkly Christmas tree lights that adorn our mantelpiece all year. I
claim the best spot on the couch, the seat with a sliver of a view. I
ease down onto plump pillows and hug myself with a cozy blanket.
I pull out my spiral notebook to
journal about any old notion that happens to straggle through my drowsy
brain, without correcting my spelling or punctuation. If an injustice
distracts me, I gripe or whine. I might even ask myself why I’m
journaling when I have nothing to say. Journaling is like walking in
place before a brisk stroll. My mental muscles warm up and gear into
action.
Many of my night-owl friends
might scowl at my morning suggestions. I encourage those who prefer
writing at midnight to come up with their own routines!
While journaling, my mind
eventually meanders to my latest writing project. If I’m stuck and
can’t envision the next scene or chapter, I might list every possible
situation, from the ridiculous to the improbable, to get the chaos out
of my head and onto the page. A silly-looking list, but occasionally
ingenious scenes or scenarios emerge. I’ve tried journaling on my
laptop, but without the same results as an old fashioned pencil on
paper.
I should pray and read the Bible
first thing, but I frequently procrastinate. I plod on my own until I
remember to thank the Lord and ask Him to bless me and steer my
writing.
All
through the day, out of catalogs, I collect names, plots, and photos of
future characters. My desk is blanketed with Post-it notes, scraps of
paper, and books. I won’t leave the house without paper and pencil or
my mini recorder in case an idea blooms or a character’s name reveals
itself.
Procrastination
can take many
forms that make us feel as though we’re writing when we’re not, for
instance, spending hours online or at the library doing research as a
way to put off writing. My first Amish novel, Leaving Lancaster,
required extensive
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research
to get my facts right and capture the
fascinating culture. I browsed the Internet, gathered reading material,
and studied the Amish almost every night for over a year. My mission in
traveling to Lancaster County, Pennsylvania, was to find Amish and
Mennonites to read my manuscript, to build relationships, and to
inspect the area with discerning eyes. I was well rewarded with now
treasured friendships, and the beauty of Lancaster County outshone my
expectations!
Tears brew when I recall how the
Amish and Mennonites I met, and other Amish fiction and nonfiction
writers, have been so kind as they helped me―and asked for nothing in
return.
I’ve learned that authors are a
generous lot. I prayed five years for a Christian critique group, and
my prayer was answered tenfold! A gathering of eight dedicated authors,
we sometimes dawdle—procrastination!—until one of us looks at the clock
and reminds us we’ve gathered for a specific purpose and time is
scarce. Then we pray, and with kindness and humor, get honest with one
another’s work. And we encourage one another to finish our projects,
because we all procrastinate.
Writing is much like painting:
An artist can rework and improve an area or even change the whole
background. I’ve learned to enjoy rewriting and editing, and the
challenge of improving my work, then bringing it to completion.
Ah, time for a pat on the back
and a celebration of chocolate or Thai takeout, then I head out for a
neighborhood walk with my recorder as new ideas percolate.
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