I can identify the
primary ingredients that keep me putting them together.
Hmmm . . . why do I like grilled
cheese sandwiches? Okay, I suppose that’s not what you want to know,
but the answer to the question of why I write scary stories is the
same: I don’t know. It’s the way God made me. I can look back over the
course of my life and see His hands shaping and forming me every step
of the way:
• The first book I remember truly loving as a child:
Maurice Sendak’s Where the Wild Things Are
• The
first full-length book I ever read: Washington Irving’s The
Legend of Sleepy Hollow
• The book that made me want to be a novelist (when I was twelve):
I Am Legend by Richard Matheson
• The book that showed me how big stories can be: The
Stand by Stephen King
• My favorite movie: Jaws (and don’t let anyone
tell you that’s not a horror story)
See the pattern? I
have always
been attracted to stories that thrill. For much of my youth, the
biblical story of Samson captivated me the most. Think about it. Here’s
a guy who wipes out a thousand Philistines with the jawbone of an ass.
The woman he loves betrays him. He’s captured and has his eyes burned
out. In the end, he brings a temple down on himself and his captors.
Bind it into its own book and don’t say where it came from, and Barnes
& Noble would stock it next to Stephen King, Dean Koontz, and
James Patterson.
So when it came time to tell my
own stories, is it any wonder that they took the form of thrillers? My
novels for adults (Comes a Horseman, Germ, Deadfall,
and the upcoming Deadlock) involve average people
facing human foes whose intent and actions are a hair’s breadth this
side of a nightmare. My series for young adults (The
Dreamhouse Kings) introduces a more fanciful element (time
travel), but retains the theme of pretty decent people challenged by
seemingly insurmountable odds and bad guys aligned against them.
While I can’t tell you exactly
why I write such stories, just as why I like cheese sandwiches, I can
identify the primary ingredients that keep me putting them together.
Besides a propensity for heart-pounding adventure (did I mention my
fondness for scuba diving, skydiving, and talking to auditoriums of
middle-school kids?), I have a keen desire to know what makes people
tick. Take the average Joe, someone who may never have been in a
fistfight, who spends his days behind a desk and coaches little league;
a guy who’s gone through his life believing in civility and the general
goodness of people: How does he handle a life-or-death situation hurled
at him by a murderous psychopath? What does it take for him to stand up
for what’s right? Where does he find the strength? The skills?
I’ve always believed a person’s
true character comes out when the heat’s on, when the wrong move leads
not to an unemployment line or a brief visit to the ER, but to a cold,
steel table at the morgue. At heart, is he (or she) a coward, or a
hero? Is he so out of shape or witless about anything other than
balance sheets or spark plugs that he couldn’t enter the
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arena even if
he wanted to? Watching someone reach deep to find what he needs to
survive, to save someone else—bravery, endurance, that part of his
brain he hasn’t used in two decades—that’s interesting. That’s what
drives me to hurry up and write it!
And what about the bad guys? Why
do they choose that shadowy path? Do they even know they’re as awful as
they are, or do they believe they’re simply more enlightened than the
rest of us? Writing fiction lets me peek inside their heads. A
psychologist friend once suggested that it was my way of exploring my
own dark desires. Fortunately, no one’s found his
body yet. No, really,
I don’t think that’s it. I never wished a poodle bite on a door-to-door
salesman, let alone dreamed of hunting humans with wolf-dogs, as one of
the killers in Comes a Horseman does. But that he
does it is fascinating.
A proverb says “Better the devil
you know than the devil you don’t.” The principle behind this is worlds
away from the voyeuristic theory of why people enjoy reading about
villains (that it’s akin to craning our necks at an auto accident and
aren’t we glad that bloody mess isn’t us?). Instead, it suggests that
we have a better chance of prevailing over evil if we know what we’re
facing.
The French philosopher Albert
Camus put it another way: “The evil that is in the world almost always
comes of ignorance, and good intentions may do as much harm as
malevolence if they lack understanding.” Could it be that knowledge of
good—of God—is only part of what it takes to combat evil? Might we be
better warriors if we understood just how terrible bad
can be, if we at least knew what it looked like? I
don’t mean to play Martin Luther here, but maybe that’s why the Bible
is so full of villains. They not only vividly contrast against godly
men and women—the darkness that makes the light that much brighter—but
they show us what not to do, how not
to think, and they teach us to recognize their villainy. Perhaps even
more important, biblical heroes and their contemporary thriller-fiction
counterparts show us how to stand up to evil, how to dig deep and find
what it takes.
In the Dreamhouse Kings,
when the twelve- and fifteen-year-old protagonists must face challenges
they’d rather not, they quote Deuteronomy 31:6: “Be strong and
courageous!” There would be no need for such advice if the world wasn’t
frightening and at times horrific.
So there it is: why I write
scary stuff. I’m reminding myself—and I hope my readers—that bad guys
exist. But they don’t have to win; their evil is
not tougher than the wisdom and strength God gave Samson and David . .
. and me. All I have to do is see past the papers on my desk, the TV
remove in my hand, and the cheese sandwich on the grill.
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